Beba .. ohh she fucked me up baddd/ I fell for her soo fucking hard .. she was .. Everything i could want in a girl .. Chula Vista Local , Mexican , Local , Soo chill , knew was up .. sooo Smart she was like Real SUper Smart and that is what attracted me to her talking to her .. and she had the nicest ass !! she is bomb .. she would always talk to these Pretty boi loser types that would just play her in chula .. .. she was a wife type .. a keeper. the reason why I get frustrated over her.. is because I never gave it my full shot ; Like Im the biggest dude in the whole hood, but i felt .. I felt i wasnt good enough for her .. Like.. she made me nervous when i would talk to her. every call, i would think about what i said to her.. Like. She would TRipp me up , make me nervous , she .. made me feel .. normal ... I remember i had the mustang waxed up, stack of cash , bottles in the trunk driving down l street . i call her on the celly asking where do i meet her.. but she was busy that day i guess .. i was like ok Ill see you some other time.. I never saw her again ..I was always around spots she was at .. but we never bumped heads.. her homegirls know my homies .. I just was like madd cuz . like . Idk ................................................................. I always wanted to spit my game to her some more .. Really take her on a date .. Talk to her.. let her know i feel, and what i can do .. with by my side.. I could rule the world . she was strong .. and she understood what I do , how I move .. why I live.. idk maybe i was just dreaming she understood me .. maybe She was from chula and she was soo fine I was just sprung ... I dont think about it anymore .. Im gonna be Mayor eventually and Open the borders to all mexicans to sell drugs to me and my homies for cut rate prices !! . but .. beba ,, she hurt me real bad. but that was my fault . I was a dumbass Thinking I can control the world and get whatever I want and ruin any guys life who gets arounds her. I was COmpletely NUTS to be honest . I hAVE way too much power sometimes and I just threaten people who I dont do what I want , and girls kinda freak out . cuz Ill manipulate their surroundings or crowds they chill in . im shady as fuck .. sometimes.. Idk . i fucked up . I fucked up in soo many ways. and I remind myself, that .. If I come across someone as smart and and sweet and as true as her. I will not ever run away . or fuck again .. never again .. i would of done whatever it took to keep this one .. and Im one of those type people , who will do . Whatever it takes to get what he wants .. but if she doesn't like me. nothing I can do .. I just feel I never really gave it a good try , cuz Im pretty funny. and real cool . Im a great person to talk to .. I would of Loved to still be friends. but when she would talk about another guy . it would hurt me. make me feel real bad. so we stopped that .

Beba .. ohh she fucked me up baddd/ I fell for her soo fucking hard ..  she was .. Everything i could want in a girl .. Chula Vista Local , Mexican , Local , Soo chill , knew was up .. sooo Smart she was like Real SUper Smart and that is what attracted me to her talking to her .. and she had the nicest ass !! she is bomb .. she would always talk to these Pretty boi loser types that would just play her in chula .. .. she was a wife type .. a keeper. the reason why I get frustrated over her.. is because I never gave it my full shot ;  Like Im the biggest dude in the whole hood, but i felt .. I felt i wasnt good enough for her .. Like.. she made me nervous when i would talk to her. every call, i would think about what i said to her.. Like. She would TRipp me up , make me nervous , she .. made me feel .. normal ... I remember i had the mustang waxed up, stack of cash , bottles in the trunk driving down l street . i call her on the celly asking where do i meet her.. but she was busy that day i guess .. i was like ok Ill see you some other time.. I never saw her again ..I was always around spots she was at .. but we never bumped heads.. her homegirls know my homies .. I just was like madd cuz . like .                                           Idk .................................................................  I always wanted to spit my game to her some more .. Really take her on a date .. Talk to her.. let her know i feel, and what i can do ..  with by my side.. I could rule the world . she was strong .. and she understood what I do  , how I move .. why I live.. idk maybe i was just dreaming she understood me .. maybe She was from chula and she was soo fine I was just sprung ...     I dont think about it anymore .. Im gonna be Mayor eventually and Open the borders to all mexicans to sell drugs to me and my homies for cut rate prices !! . but .. beba ,, she hurt me real bad. but that was my fault . I was a dumbass Thinking I can control the world and get whatever I want and ruin any guys life who gets arounds her. I was COmpletely NUTS to be honest . I hAVE way too much power sometimes and I just threaten people who  I dont do what I want , and girls kinda freak out . cuz Ill manipulate their surroundings or crowds they chill in . im shady as fuck .. sometimes.. Idk . i fucked up . I fucked up in soo many ways. and I remind myself, that .. If I come across someone as smart and and sweet and as true as her. I will not ever run away . or fuck again .. never again ..     i would of done whatever it took to keep this one .. and Im one of those type people , who will do . Whatever it takes to get what he wants ..  but if she doesn't like me. nothing I can do .. I just feel I never really gave it a good try , cuz Im pretty funny. and real cool . Im a great person to talk to .. I would of Loved to still be friends. but when she would talk about another guy . it would hurt me. make me feel real bad. so we stopped that .