Even Though I am not doing Big Things with Lrds on Tour Rocking Concert Tours, Being on tv , living out of Hotels or in the VIP with Cals filming International Superstars in Hollywood Hills Eating Sushi off Sunset .. Life has SLowed down .. Im starting to appreciate little things . and what is weird is , that I am more happy , and that is what it is about . being happy . I really have control over my own life now .. Not living in a Blurred vision of day to day waking up in a new city.. the only peace you get is when i put my earphones on in the car. or use a bathroom , and still . we were always together.... The higher up you go in the industry , the more greed and Corrupt and shade ppl become . but coming from the dope game , i was used to ppl like that . it wasn't new to me . I just didn't like the type of people around me , no matter how much money i could make. or how famous I could get . I have something stronger inside of me . and Thats .. Respect , thats Class, thats Morals .. I was raised right . and Promoting Music that Glorifies Narco drug trade that is killing Thousands a year in Mexico , or Music that Disrespects Women , and promotes dumb drug and drinking use for kids to wanna grow up and be gangsters? It's Wack Rap . It's Just not Positive , Mexican Against Mexican or Black Against Black , its not Positive rap . its not Positive Corridos.. and doesn't promote any change . it's like were downgrading ourselves into believing these lies we tell eachother. The Camp that Bought Lrds had The Devil inside of them .. I seen the Devil inside of them . I seen the DEVIL inside alot of ppl .. and Im not really the religous type.. but they sold themselves somehow. and nomatter what they do . they are never happy. I can tell . I know ppl .. i know what greed has done to them. and I never want to become anything like that . I never wanna be that type of person .. and ppl don't know.. Ppl just don't see it .. The fact that I really have found Some sort of Peace within me. and around me.. I know people that all they want is to be famous, to be known to be rich . Ive seen those Roads , Ive seen those paths, and be worried, that you might get what you wish for, but it isn't the shiny diamond STudded road you dreamed it would be .. Its a hard road, that changes you ....Seeing ppl that would do anything for fame, but STill they are just a No name .. ANd i was Blessed with a Gift ... but I can't share it with anyone .. cuz some aren't worth it .. It takes a Good heart ,. a Good person . to rise up and to actually make a difference within Himself and his community and actually care about life , and not just himself . or herself .. being selfish .. I dont Think i will ever stop promoting .. As we Speak Just in the last few weeks I came up with a revolutionary promo plan , in case i happen to take on an artist in the future . My mind is always working . and with my life slowed down , Taking the time to feel the grass blades stream through my Toes as I walk through a friends front yard with no shoes on .. Looking up at the moon , seeing it glisten agains't the clouds in a still but Silent saturday night ... Spending time with friends and family , smiling and bringing joy everywhere I go .. ppl wanna be around me.. because I am soo Positive , because I would never let anyone down .. I walk beside you but most don't see me. cuz The strongest among you may not wear a crown ... ALot of people are fighting a war.. fighting life .. uphill or Working soo hard and never getting anywhere .. Fighting a Job , a Girl , a relationship , a Money problem or any issue .. but the war isn't out there. the war is within yourself. and if you can FIgure that out , your gonna be doing alot better.... Buddhist monks Spend their whole lives looking for enlightenment .. and only a few reach that level .. and is recognized by Buddhists as an awakened or enlightened teacher who shared his insights to help sentient beings end suffering (dukkha) through eliminating ignorance (avidyā) by way of understanding and seeing dependent origination (pratītyasamutpāda) and eliminating craving (taṇhā), and thus attain the highest happiness, nirvāņa (nirvana)[2]... and I can Tell you as I get Older I not only get Smarter , but I get wiser, and I see the choices That I would of made years ago , are not the same choices I would make now. and Not because I am Smarter, but Because I am wiser .. because I know more now. I seen ppl come and go . and I know how to survive here in San Diego ... I cannot Tell you where Life is headed for any of us .. but I can tell you .. that as my life has Slowed down, and I have given alot of thought to alot of things . I have realized alot of things .. the real reason why I liked taking pics, why i liked making videos. the reason I promoted .. going back to i did things for fun .. instead worrying about the money , or the fame of these girls, cuz that clouded everything and most artists have forgot what it was about in the first place.. the Music ... it's turned into image .. and I could care less .. Material things bore me . and people are living a dream world when they should be here .. on earth with me... cuz I came up before ... "I went from empty to a full tank of gas" ... ... Jimrock . 2012 .. 9.23.12 5:02 pm

    Even Though I am not doing Big Things with Lrds on Tour Rocking Concert Tours, Being on tv , living out of Hotels or in the VIP with Cals filming International Superstars in Hollywood Hills Eating Sushi off Sunset .. Life has SLowed down .. Im starting to appreciate little things . and what is weird is , that I am more happy , and that is what it is about . being happy . I really have control over my own life now ..

    Not living in a Blurred vision of day to day waking up in a new city.. the only peace you get is when i put my earphones on in the car. or use a bathroom , and still . we were always together.... The higher up you go in the industry , the more greed and Corrupt and shade ppl become . but coming from the dope game , i was used to ppl like that . it wasn't new to me . I just didn't like the type of people around me , no matter how much money i could make. or how famous I could get . I have something stronger inside of me . and Thats .. Respect , thats Class, thats Morals .. I was raised right . and Promoting Music that Glorifies Narco drug trade that is killing Thousands a year in Mexico , or Music that Disrespects Women , and promotes dumb drug and drinking use for kids to wanna grow up and be gangsters?  It's Wack Rap . It's Just not Positive , Mexican Against Mexican or Black Against Black , its not Positive rap . its not Positive Corridos.. and doesn't promote any change . it's like were downgrading ourselves into believing these lies we tell eachother.

     The Camp that Bought Lrds had The Devil inside of them ..  I seen the Devil inside of them . I seen the DEVIL inside alot of ppl .. and Im not really the religous type.. but they sold themselves somehow. and nomatter what they do . they are never happy. I can tell . I know ppl .. i know what greed has done to them. and I never want to become anything like that . I never wanna be that type of person .. and ppl don't know.. Ppl just don't see it .. The fact that I really have found Some sort of Peace within me. and around me.. I know people that all they want is to be famous, to be known to be rich . Ive seen those Roads , Ive seen those paths, and be worried, that you might get what you wish for, but it isn't the shiny diamond STudded road you dreamed it would be .. Its a hard road, that changes you ....Seeing ppl that would do anything for fame, but STill they are just a No name .. ANd i was Blessed with a Gift ...  but I can't share it with anyone .. cuz some aren't worth it .. It takes a Good heart ,. a Good person . to rise up and to actually make a difference within Himself and his community and actually care about life , and not just himself . or herself .. being selfish ..
 
   I dont Think i will ever stop promoting .. As we Speak Just in the last few weeks I came up with a revolutionary promo plan , in case i happen to take on an artist in the future . My mind is always working . and with my life slowed down , Taking the time to feel the grass blades stream through my Toes as I walk through a friends front yard with no shoes on .. Looking up at the moon , seeing it glisten agains't the clouds in a still but Silent saturday night ... Spending time with friends and family , smiling and bringing joy everywhere I go .. ppl wanna be around me.. because I am soo Positive , because I would never let anyone down .. I walk beside you but most don't see me. cuz The strongest among you may not wear a crown ...

    ALot of people are fighting a war.. fighting life .. uphill or Working soo hard and never getting anywhere .. Fighting a Job , a Girl , a relationship , a Money problem or any issue .. but the war isn't out there. the war is within yourself. and if you can FIgure that out , your gonna be doing alot better.... Buddhist monks Spend their whole lives looking for enlightenment ..  and only a few reach that level .. and is recognized by Buddhists as an awakened or enlightened teacher who shared his insights to help sentient beings end suffering (dukkha) through eliminating ignorance (avidyā) by way of understanding and seeing dependent origination (pratītyasamutpāda) and eliminating craving (taṇhā), and thus attain the highest happiness, nirvāņa (nirvana)[2]...    and I can Tell you as I get Older I not only get Smarter , but I get wiser, and I see the choices That I would of made years ago , are not the same choices I would make now. and Not because I am Smarter, but Because I am wiser .. because I know more now. I seen ppl come and go . and I know how to survive here in San Diego ...

                 I cannot Tell you where Life is headed for any of us .. but I can tell you .. that as my life has Slowed down, and I have given alot of thought to alot of things . I have realized alot of things ..  the real reason why I liked taking pics, why i liked making videos. the reason I promoted .. going back to i did things for fun .. instead worrying about the money , or the fame of these girls, cuz that clouded everything and most artists have forgot what it was about in the first place.. the Music ... it's turned into image .. and I could care less .. Material things bore me . and people are living a dream world when they should be here .. on earth with me...  cuz I came up before ...  "I went from empty to a full tank of gas" ...

                                                   ... Jimrock . 2012 .. 9.23.12 5:02 pm